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Tuesday, July 15, 2008


Someone tell me how..
Current mood: crushed

How do you explain your feelings to someone when there are no words to explain them? How do you forget your past and all the hurt in it and just love someone, without holding all your past hurts against them? How do you tell them you still love them, even though they have torn your heart and soul out and left you with nothing but a pain so intense that you would rather die?

I wish someone would tell me. I don't know how. I feel so lost. I know, however, that I have to live again, and know I will. I just don't know how.

Rock bottom always seemed so far away, but now I've hit it and gone crashing through it. I'm so far below rock bottom right now, even rock bottom looks up from here.

Someone, please tell me. How? How do I let go? How do I move on? How do I ever trust again? How do I love?


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Stolen from JaimeLynn... Seems to fit right now
Current mood: defeated

Amazing how well this fits right now. Thank you Gomerez :) I needed to read this.




-"Fallin' down ain't fallin' down if you don't cry when you hit the floor."

- When you get knocked down, stand back up. "

-You will have horrible things that happen to you in your life, and if you don't deal with them yourself, others will be forced to.

-Love at first sight exists. Trust me. However, it's usually unrequited and it hurts like hell, you'll want to die. But it's worth going through.

-Don't call him more than once, he'll call if he wants to call. If you continue to call he never will. He may never call and if he doesn't, oh well.

-Don't give credence to the people that talk down about/to you. They're jealous. Unless you're a douche, then it's deserved.

-Parents aren't always the ones doing the teaching. But they're more experienced and chances are they've done it before, so listen to them.

-Your friends aren't always right when they say they don't like the person you're with. But take their opinion and keep it in the back of your mind. Sometimes they see something you don't.

-Put your kids first. No matter what. They'll keep you strong when the others let you down.

-The truth always comes out and shit gets twice as deep when it does. It's not worth lying unless you're willing to face the consequences.

-Work hard, and take pride in what you do.

-Live like it's the last day of your life. Don't sweat that person, something you said or something you did. It's in the past and you can't change it.

-Always try to fix it, at least once.

-When you want something, go for it. Wholeheartedly. Put it all on the line. Either it happens or it doesn't.

-Sometimes people unintentionally hurt you because they are hurting over something that has nothing to do with you. Forgive them.

-Shit, forgive everyone. But don't forget or allow them to do the same thing again. Who are you to judge.

-Smile, even when it hurts. It seriously makes you feel better.

-Sometimes you have to be a bitch. You just need to know when to let it out.

-Leaving is the hardest thing you'll ever do, but sometimes it has to be done.

-Go ahead and sleep with him. He's either gonna respect you or not, regardless. Hey, at least you got some.

-Don't wear your heart on your sleeve, but let them think you do. Let them think they have you, they'll show their true colors pretty quick. They'll either stay or walk away.

-Don't hate anyone, life's too short.

-Try to see the good in people.

-Some of the best people you'll ever meet are the ones that have been through the most and may be a little rough around the edges. Essentially, don't judge a book by it's cover.

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