I miss you. I miss US. Not the US we had been lately, but the US we used to be, back when we actually enjoyed spending time together. How do we get back to that? I want it back so much.
I know you keep trying to tell me it will be MY house, not ours. I cannot accept that. I am still holding out hope. I don't believe in giving up without a fight, and to me, you are worth fighting for. You are my world, you and our son. Without you, a huge piece of me is missing. You ARE my soul mate, and I know this. You complete me. I am still holding out hope for December 20, 2008. I still have my wedding dress for our wedding. You are the only one I want. You are the only one I will accept.
It was wonderful talking to you today. I miss that. I miss us talking, and I do mean talking. I miss the days when that was what we used to do, talk to each other, about everything and nothing. I miss us.
I don't know how to convey to you just how I feel. I don't know how to make certain you understand what my intentions are, other than to just say:
I want us back. I want us to still have our future together. I still believe we can. I miss you terribly. I miss us terribly. I don't know how to convince you that you truly are the only one for me, but you are. I swear this on everything that is important to me, including our son. I know, deep down, you still want our future we had planned. Just don't be afraid to let me know. I'm not giving up because I can't. I still believe we are meant to be together.
There were so many things I never thought I wanted until I met you. I never wanted to fall in love, until I met you, and I did. I never really wanted to have a child, until I met you. Now I have my perfect little boy, because of you. I never thought I would want to get married, but I do, to you. Because of you, I went back to school.
I know we have a lot of things we need to work through, as a couple and as individuals. I feel that I can do anything, as long as I have you by my side. Please, don't shut the door on us and our future together as a family.
Tell me what I need to do to make this work. Tell me where I need to compromise. Compromise with me. You are the only one that I want, and the only one that I love. The only man I can see myself with, now or ever, is you.
I love you. William Donald Harmon, I love you. I will never love anyone else but you. I want us to be a couple again. I'm not asking to jump right back in where we left off, but please, don't give up on us. You used to tell me not to give up, and that we would be a family and be together for ever, so now I'm telling you the same thing.
In the famous words of Celine Dion:
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
